My mom says that I always want to know the future, I call it planning ahead. Like right now I feel like I am in limbo, a few things have become more definite right now, but I still am unsure about other things that I would like to have planned. For example, where are we going to be living once we get back to Provo? I have been apartment hunting like crazy the last few weeks, and have found a couple that seem promising now. I was almost scammed by a really good deal that just about crushed my spirit. The thing that I have found most frustrating in trying to find a place is that people take forever to get back to me. I call them and ask for pictures of the apartments (I can't exactly get to Provo quickly to look at the places) and it takes these people days to get back to me. If I were the one trying to sell my contract or get someone to rent my apartment I would have those things on hand and ready to email at a moments notice, but that just doesn't seem to be the case for anyone else. At least the date of our departure from Texas has been set for March 10, so I have one thing planned. But I still get nervous about not having a place for us to live by April. We will stay with Sean's parents for a couple of weeks, but I would like to move into a place by April 1st so that I can set things up for the baby. I really hope she will come on time and not a day earlier so that I can have everything perfect. I make lists all the time of what I have for her, what I need to get, when I'm going to get it. And now I would love to make a diagram of how I will set up her room, but I have to find her a room before I can do that. I know that sounds crazy, but I love using this website (www.floorplanner.com) and rearranging my furniture online, since I can't exactly do it for real. But now I don't know where we are going to live, so I can't put in the floorplan of the place and set things up. I'm weird, but it was how I used to kill time at my most horrid job of my life. It is also fun because I can see if things fit because you can input all the dimensions of things so that they are in the right porportions. Anyways, so that is what I am up to right now, planning for the unknown and trying to ease my mind.